A Love Affair with M/V Doulos and Books

February 13, 2007 – This was a very memorable day for me. It was the day wherein we went to an enormous ship, the M/V Doulos. The crew in this ship were mixed-nationalities. Some were Americans, Koreans, Africans, and there were even Filipinos.

The first and second years were to go to M/V Doulos while the third years and the fourth years will have their trip the next day. We were required to wear our intrams shirt.

Mme. Gallo told us that we were supposed to ride in a Kaoshiung bus. Unfortunately, it was occupied by another school and that there were no vacant buses to ride on. So what Mme. Gallo did was to call for jeepneys to bring and fetch us to M/V Doulos. We were then asked to pay P15 to our class treasurer (that’s me…) including the teachers.

I was with Windel because Yvon, my friend, was in the other jeepney. I really hate riding in our jeepney for the reason that it was so, so hot. We were like burned in an oven. In addition, my classmates were very noisy as if they own the jeepney. I can see that the driver were somehow irritated and disturbed by their clatters. I have no choice but to wait until we arrive at the ship.

At last, we finally reached our destination. Windel and I immediately went to Yvon. The three of us were together in going inside the ship. We were even scolded by an officer because we broke the rules. Instead of lining up, we took a shortcut so that we will be the first one to reach the vessel. I remember what he said to us, “Sasampalin ko kayo…” I was shocked to hear those words from his mouth because I was not expecting a very strict person would be welcoming us.

When we reached the ship, I was not that excited because it was my second visit there. When we reached our very destination, we were just flipping the pages of the books with colorful pictures. Moreover, I don’t have enough money to buy a book because I forgot to ask an extra allowance from my parents.

It was so boring inside so we went to the ice-cream station. I brought a piece and while we were exploring the ship, we found another book location. There, the books were cheaper compared to the first one we went. Yvon had P50 so she bought books. She even bought me one.

We then went to the other part of the ship, which I think was the conference hall. The UP were not the only students who were present there. There was also another school ( I forgot the name… sorry!).

The proctor was a very handsome guy. Duhhh, who would argue with me since I’m just telling the truth. Those who would disagree are blind. Anyway, the discussion started with a brief introduction and later on with some games. Unfortunately, UP did not won in the first round. But in the second competition, Reiner, UP’s representative, got the place. He was able to captivate the girls in the other school because of his looks and promptness. There were still so many activities that happened during the conference.

After the forum, we rode on our jeepney back to school. The chit-chats became even more louder than ever. It was like that my eardrums would be damaged. We reached UP and the day ended full of happiness and annoyance. You know na why…?!

This is one of my favorite songs in the world. If you want to listen to this song, just click http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E65DpjfhIA4

The Journey
by: Lea Salonga

Half the world is sleeping

Half the world's awake

Half can hear their hearts beat

Half just hear them break

I am but a traveler

In most every way

Ask me what you want to know



*Chorus*

What a journey it has been

And the end is not in sight

But the stars are out tonight

And they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life

I can see a better day

I won't let the darkness in

What a journey it has been



I have been to sorrow

I have been to bliss

Where I'll be tomorrow I can only guess

Through the darkest desert

Through the deepest snow

Forward, always forward I go



*Chorus*

What a journey it has been

And the end is not in sight

But the stars are out tonight

And they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life

I can see a better day

I won't let the darkness in

What a journey it has been



Forward always forward

Onward always up

Catching every drop of hope

In my empty cup



*Chorus*

What a journey it has been

And the end is not in sight

But the stars are out tonight

And they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life

I can see a better day

I won't let the darkness in

What a journey it has been


What a journey it has been

Love: A Confusing Word

What is in your mind when you hear the word love? Is it something that only a man and a woman can be involved? Or is it something which only involves about sexual intercourse? Of course not! Every people in this world need love even if you’re young or old, thin or fat, rich or poor. But if I ask you, do you really know the real meaning of love? How can you define it? For me, my answer would be yes, no and maybe.

When I was a little girl, my teacher asked me to describe what love is. I was silent for a short period of time thinking what would be the possible and best answer for that question. After a while, my reply to her was, “Love is kind; Love is sharing; Love is the world; Love is God.” I really don’t know how it came to my mind since I was only trying to answer the question.

Until now, it still bothers me about the true meaning of love. How come I have uttered those words?

In my opinion, I would say that I really don’t know what love is. Somehow, I can say that love is another name standing for everything in this world. Things in this world are created out of love. For example, if you want to achieve your goal, you must love what you are doing in order to make the best or be the best that you can be. Without love, our place would be ruined and everything will turn awkward and poor. There will be chaos everywhere. Murders, adultery, stealing, and so much more are some problems people are facing nowadays. Because of jealousy, pride, lust, greed, wrath, etc. people learned to commit sins. I know that it is hard to stop these wrong acts because humans by nature are sinners.

Love can be the source of evil things. Like for example, when a boy is madly in love with a girl. Then suddenly, the girl asks her boyfriend to kill a person who she thinks can ruin their life. For love’s sake, the boy agreed and committed a sin. Just think of it!

In the earlier paragraph, I have stated there that maybe I know what love is. I don’t know if having a crush on someone is love. My friends would say that it is the beginning of my love life. While my parents said that, it is the beginning of the devastation of my studies and life. I would just smile because I know that I am only up to that and that’s it. This is my adolescence life and having a crush on someone is part of it. Having a crush is just admiring a person’s physical, emotional, social and spiritual life and is therefore normal to everyone. But to be very serious about this case can lead to further relationship. However, in my situation, I know how to control myself because I did not come to school to find a boy who can satisfy me but rather be here to follow the path of my dreams.

Love is the word, which everybody is confused with. If we only help one another, I know that this world can turn into a peaceful and happy place to live in. Nevertheless, remember to analyze and reflect well the condition so that love can be used in the proper manner.

What the Stars and Sky Tell Me About Life

In Science-C, we were taught that stars are self-luminous gaseous spheroidal celestial bodies of great mass, which produces energy by means of nuclear fusion reactions. And that there are billions of millions of stars that light up space. Some would even consider them as a way to know one’s life and future.

For me, I do believe in science that a star is a ball of gas. However, sometimes, I would say that they tell something about my life and that they are sent by God to guide me.

No two stars have exactly the same composition. It tells that each one of us is unique. Like twins, they may be identical but they are not precisely the same.

Stars differ in brightness. Some people may become rich or poor, famous or unpopular, etc. This suggests us that if we only work hard and continue believing in ourselves, we can be able to reach the peak of our dream and even become the brightest ever. We may not know that some of us will become politicians, actors and actresses, priests and nuns, or will just live life simply and peacefully.

Stars vary in their sizes. There are some, which are big; others are small, tall or short, thin or fat. Even if we differ in sizes, all of us are still people. In addition, we have different mission here on earth. But we have the same goal, to give service to the people. In fact, there are small people who excel like President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo. And also big people who excel in other fields like basketball.

Stars have different colors. All of us have different feelings and attitudes. Some may be good or bad, happy or sad, humble or proud. It suggests that we must learn to accept each one of us no matter how cruel a person is. Moreover, we should try to change our negative attitudes so others will also learn to accept us for what we are.

New stars are formed and old stars die out. It let us know us that our life is just too short. We were born in this world, which begins the journey of our life here. If we enjoy, we also face challenges and trials that made us stronger. And as time flies, our life starts to fade and become weak. When time comes that our life will end, we must be prepared to leave this world and go back to the peaceful and everlasting love of our creator.

We have already enumerated some characteristics of stars and their meanings in life. How about the sky? Does it suggest something about life and its significance too?

Like the stars, the sky also has something to tell about life. Sometimes it is blue and sometimes grayish-black. It means that life has its own happiness and its sorrow. The sky also brings rain, which means that crying relief us from the sorrow we are carrying.

Both the stars and the skies convey something about life. There is only one thing which they want to inform: “Life Is Too Short So Live Life To The Fullest”

Reflections on Teachers and Teaching

Last January 25 was marked the beginning of the “Know Your School Day” celebration for school year 06-07. The teachers, as well as the UP staff, have been relaxing in the faculty room while some of the selected students who were assigned to handle a particular subject were busy preparing for their classes. Of so many pupils who applied, I was chosen as one.

Two days before it started, January 23, students were asked to sign up an application form and were interviewed by the teacher or personnel of the subject/position they want to apply. Each of the applicants was allowed to handle two subjects. However, for those who applied for non-teaching were only permitted to handle the specific position.

I have also experienced being a teacher. I applied for two subjects, which were Science A, and Science C. Before I finalized the subjects I was about to apply, I really had a hard time deciding whether to make the claim in those subjects or not. But in the end, I still prefer to choose Science. I’m really a Science lover.

At exactly four o’clock in the afternoon, I submitted the application form. I have waited for so long. I was somehow bored because the interview took so long. I was even the second to the last interviewee. I did not regret because after all I was still chosen as the student teacher in both subjects.

The following day, Madame Gallo gave and explained to me the lesson plans she has prepared. When I arrived home, I immediately studied the chapter so that I can really be well prepared for tomorrow’s discussion. I even stayed late up night just to study the lesson and to accomplish my assignments.

Day came, the selected students were already set to teach each subjects. In the afternoon, it was time for me to render my lecture in Sci-C. In fact, we were two. My partner was Windel Binolirao. But I does the most talking because maybe she was shy or does not really wanted to teach because Windel was just forced to apply in this subject. Windel applied only because of peer-pressure. Actually I was the one who compelled her to apply Sci-C.

It was somehow tiring and fun. Tiring and irritating because some of my classmates were busy talking while I’m discussing. Others were listening attentively to my discussion. That’s why I pity them because they were distracted by the chatter of the noisy ones. Fun and enjoyable because I was given the chance to take the place of being a teacher. In fact, I really liked to be a teacher. When I was small, I would often play with my friends and sisters teacher-teacher. I always act as the teacher in front of them. Now going back to the topic, I can say that it was successful and a cool experience in Sci-C.

The next day, it was time to teach Sci-A. My partner was Adelpha Albino. I was not really able to discuss the lessons because Adelpha does most of the talking. I was just like the secretary writing all what she was saying. Anyway, while she was teaching I was also able to catch up and listen to what she was discussing. I was even thankful because I wasn’t able to study the topic since it was too long and I lacked time.

This celebration was like an oral recitation. Through this, I even gained more confidence in facing people. This was a big help in developing my self-esteem. Maybe I’ll still apply for a teacher or an administrator next year.

Another lesson that I have learned is that being a teacher is not that easy. Staying late up night just to prepare lesson plans, making visual aids for students, and so much more were some of a teacher’s work. We did not realize how big is the sacrifice of a teacher just to mold us into responsible and productive citizens of this country. We even complain assignments and projects (just like the blog project). However, the teachers are doing this because it is part of their teaching and they are preparing us to face the true assignments, projects and challenges of life.

I have come to realize all these things because of the celebration. Because I experienced being a little teacher.

My Family

My family is one of the most important gift I ever had in my life. I would never be complete without them because they are my life, my strength, and my breath.

My parents worked hard just to give me a better life. They provided me all that I need and all that I wanted. They taught me to become a better person and also to live by God’s will.

I have five siblings. We are four girls and we only have one brother. We love each other very much even if we have some misunderstandings. I, as the eldest, try to be a good example to my little siblings. Sometimes, if we are free to do anything we play inside our bedroom or talk some of our confidential secrets. I also help them in their lessons and projects if ever they need me.

My family members are:

FELIX MALAZARTE – the head of the family. He is our provider. If I would describe my father, maybe I’ll say he is the serious type. He doesn’t like to talk so much. I can say that before, I am much like my father because I even don’t talk to anybody when I was young. “Papa” as what I often call him does not like to be called daddy because he thinks that it is only for “sosy” people. My father is the one attending my meetings in school. He is very active in terms of leadership. That’s why he is always elected as a PTA officer. I love my father very much.

GRACE MALAZARTE – the light of our home. I call her “mama” because she also does not like to be called mommy. She is our guide and our protector. If I’m sad she also feels the way what I feel. My mother fights for us as long as she knows that we are in the right track. She is the one who taught me to be religious and God-fearing. I learned from her how to be independent and reliable. My mother is always behind me wherever I am and whatever I do.

KIM PATRICIA MALAZARTE – she is the second among the children. This girl is somehow quiet and funny. Kim is a good dancer. She is also very thrifty in terms of money. Aside from that, she is good in math that’s why she wants to be an architect someday. She draws beautiful scenes and clothes too! We enjoy each other’s company.

THERESE ANDRIA MALAZARTE – the third among the five children. Andria is a grade-two student from USJR. If Kim likes dancing, well for her singing is much valuable. We motivate her to join singing contests. If she lose, we inspire her more not to give up because the right time has not come. I admire Andria because she has more friends than I do. She is so intelligent and has very good leadership. Even if I’m older than her, I look at her as my inspiration.

GABRIEL LEMUEL MALAZARTE – the only worm among the roses. My brother, Gabriel, is not with us. He is with my grandparents right now because he was so close to their hearts. Gabriel is studying in a Chinese school in Manila. My uncle is the one paying for his tuition fee. We felt sad and lonely because he would call us and cry looking for us. He is also very bright because actually Gabriel is the topnotch in their school. Aside from that, he got good looks. He is sometimes mischievous and naughty. I hope we can get to see each other again and forget the years where we miss each others hugs and kisses.

MA. ALYSSA LEXI MALAZARTE – the youngest in the family. She is now two years old turning three this coming April 20. Alyssa is my father’s pet. Everything she wanted was given to her. That is why she is becoming a spoiled brat. But anyway, she makes us happy and smile even in times of troubles. I can say that she has a good memory. Alyssa can operate the DVD player all by herself. She has even memorized some songs that are popular at this time. Like Andria, she loves singing. We love her very much.

Now you know some characteristics of my family. Always remember that you must treasure your family because they are always there right by your side willing to help and ready to face the challenges of life. BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER.

HOW'S MY LIFE HERE IN UP???

From elementary to high school… ahh…how fast is time, isn’t it? I can still picture in my mind wherein I’m sitting in my chair, listening to my elementary teacher’s discussions, copying notes, and so much more. Now I am here, studying in a prestigious university, learning more advanced lessons, and beginning to develop my adolescence life.

If I compare my elementary days to where and what I am now, I can say that it is more complicated and more challenging than before because of all the projects and tasks to be done. Needs to double the effort and hard work since it is part of growing and so as life.

I remember when I was sitting in a chair waiting for the UP High School Admission Test with nervous feelings and hoping to pass the examinations. I had nothing to do but wait and pray that God will guide me in answering the questions.

Time came when results were already given. That was March 20, 2006, which was also my graduation day. That day, I cannot really tell what I feel. I was happy because I can now harvest the fruits of my labor. I was uneasy because I was thinking that I might not pass the entrance exams. Nevertheless, thank God he did not refused my request. I was really jumping for joy. I was like in cloud nine.

Weeks after, I undergo several processes in order to become an official Upian. I took the medical check-up, paid for the PTA dues, and so much more.

The next month, classes started. The much awaited event has finally come. I was some kinda panic ‘coz not only I’m new to the group but also I’m the only student from the school, USC. “My God…” I said to myself. As I observed my elder schoolmates, they were so confident and gutsy. I was silent for a while and murmur saying,” I know I can do it!” I’m a Upian so I must also imitate them. However, at first, I was still adjusting to my new environment. Until I met some of my good friends. And as time goes by, I have live life here in UP.

Assignments, reports, group projects…. what a big sacrifice! I even sleep late at night just to accomplish these tasks. Spent money and even hunger I sacrificed because I know that someday I can harvest again the fruits of my labor with the help of God and through hard work.

There are also times when we have problems practically, problems within your classmates. I think you can never escape the walls of misunderstandings as long as you live. Moreover, you must never lose hope as long as life continues. As what the saying goes, “There is light at the end of the tunnel.”

But this is life. We can never mandate it to pause nor stop problems, sacrifices, and obstacles because this is always part of life. Life Is Never Life Without Problems.

Now, school year 2006-2007 is about to end and another year is about to begin. I hope I can handle this by the dynamic grace of God.